Saturday, May 9, 2020

A Mother's Worship

When prayer and praise
pervade His sanctuary,
my voice unites with others
(or chokes up completely)
in worship.
I believe 
that,
amid the swelling song
of a multitude,
God sees my soul 
reaching up, 
alive with longing.
My declaration of His greatness
confesses my smallness. 
By this, 
I worship.

When noise and duty
hem me in,
and small hands jerk my dress
while someone calls, "Mom!"
above incessant crying,
I turn from frying onions
and trip over playthings--
I feel no swell of worship
and offer no eloquent praise.
I only whisper,
“Lord, help me.”
I believe 
that,
amid the cacophony 
in my kitchen cathedral,
God sees my soul 
reaching up,
alive with longing.
My desperate, 
“Lord, help me,”
declares His greatness
and admits my smallness.
By this, 
I worship.
--Sara Nolt 
Inspiration for this poem came through Joylynn Esh who said, "One day a Canaanite woman fell at Jesus' feet and said, 'Lord, help me.' It was her form of worship." I'm still blessed, Joylynn. Thanks.

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